A Girl You Wouldn't Believe

22:13

Helloooooo

So, once again i sort of wanna spotlight one of my friends. I haven't actually asked her if it's ok, but it i know her, it is.

so i wont go too much into detail about her personal stuff, but i'll thell you this; she's had the biggest impact on my life.... ever. i was this gray, lonely person with no real friends that i really cared that much for (i mean sure, i'd cry if they died but i wouldn't cry if they simply... you know.... cried) and my life was just. so. damn. boring.
       and then she just jumped in and showed my what fun is! i got new friends, i did stuff like... you know... GOING OUTSIDE! we watched movies, we talked for hours, borrowed clothes, helped eachother out.... all those things that most people already would have had for many years before i even got the taste of it. i learned independence and i also learned how to rely on others. it's an amazing experience and i appreciate so much.

this is her before i met her actually, but just so awasome...

so i wanna thank her for a couple of things really. after i met her, things changed so much, it was a lot to take, it came so sudden, but still.... i am so glad it did. i sort of got on the bad side with my parents, you can say i got somewhat rebellious... but what is teenagers without some fights and arguments, right? 


me, her and some new friends i gained went out for pizza, movies, hanging out, what have you. i got my firs real crush, and ofc, he's the one that got away. i'll never have another chance at him, but sometimes i do wonder what it would have been like if i just knew what the fuck i was doing back then. i did get my first kiss though, and i'll never forget it. promise. 
      so i thank my friend for teaching me at least some people skills, making me capable of gaining friends, and also for guiding me through... you know.... guys. and girl stuff. 


We've ofc had our fights, what girl friends dont? but every time, after maybe a couple of months, we somehow find the way back to eachother. there's a lot of stress and teenage drama involved, but it just doesn't seem right without her you know? i know i said "no more close personal friends" but comon... a girl like this? she's either really close you you with a hug, or a dagger. i highly prefer the hug!


i love you honey. don't you ever forget that!
*losts of hearts and stuff*



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