TheKaless

This is a happy day!

I just slept over with my best friend Lili. She's the cutest thing ever. Tiny, cute and awesome little creature.

She's playing Batman on pc atm. I'm sitting on the floor.

And it's sunny outside. That's a rare sight.
The weather was ok lat night though! Me and a couple of friends went to the playground at my old school and hanged upside down. Then there was a person staring at us from the top of a hill. I panicked while everyone else was calm. Marulfstyle!

...

I just spent like 5 minutes just lying on the ground staring at the wall. What a nice wall.

Later today I'm going to my grandparents for dinner, then i'm going to hang out with a buddy of mine. Chill time bby!

I love making new friends. I just... love it.

I got a couple recently. One i have known of for a while but never really gotten to know, and another i didn't even know existed. i did know his cousins though. small world.

Come to think of, most of my friends are guys. Don't know why really, but they are. I find guys to be more... well, easy to handle. They don't freak out just because you're friends with the wring person.

I didn't really have much to say... Got bored.

There is this funny thing about a person who can't let go.
A person who's only goal is to harass.
A person who can't take his or her damn mind of you.
I find it quite entertaining.

Thing is, that when a person turns to only being a negative impact on someone's life, they might think they don't care, or that they are above you... false.
They're obsessed.

You're living rent free in their mind.
And they can't stand it.

Now, why do i find this amusing?
Am I a psykopath?
yeah sure, OFC I AM.
Can't you tell?

I am 15 years old and i haven't found the love of my life, OH DAMN.
I think it's amusing to see people fail, HOLY SHIT, nobody else does!
I made a fantasy world in my mind to chill out, cause NOBODY else invented a fantasy world.
I have depression and I go to therapy, WOW. I must be the only one.

sure.

The trashing is annoying me, I'll admit that. I've always gotten annoyed then people are just...so...stupid... Makes me wanna bang my head repetedly in a wall and ask "How the f**k is it possible to be so....?".
And yet.

A person trashtalks and twist the reality to cope with the fact that they lost something they really didn't want to loose. a rather childish way to handle it would be to rage and cry.

I perfer moving on.
Any audience is an audience.

oh, little shades good evening to you all!

Moring to you shades

Have you ever seen someone who couldn't let go of someone? maybe it was your friend, sitting around missing someone, following their every step on facebook? Maybe it was a brother or sister who just sat around studying the wonderful air thinking of the person who dumped his sorry ass?

Letting go takes time. I know that. Someone said to me that it takes 18 months before you're truly over someone. True or not, there is some truth in it.

missing someone or not being over them doesn't not mean that you want them back. But there are times when the usual proceeder falls to pieces because of some idiot immature moron. No offense...

I feel obliged to mention that this immature person i think of is most likely to read this. Not that it bothers me. my blogs are meant to build an audience, and he'd be just another part of it. He's stalking me though.

Back to the subject.... as i always spin around.
Letting go is difficult and it takes time. but it's a part of life to loose stuff.
DON'T PRETEND YOU'RE CRAZY AND START HARASSING YOUR EX.
that little tip will get you FAR.

I'm too hungry to stay focused.....
I'll see you after lunch.

Hello Shades!

I call you shades because I Am Shadow. I even made a logo. Not a good logo, but it's still a logo.

Anyhow...
I've been giving it a lot of thought.... and i think i wanna start taking all of this a bit more seriously. i wanna build an audience. i want to check the site and see that there has been many people reading and commenting, actually caring about what i say.

I got several blogs. MDTgamer is a rather new one. i use that one for things that have something to do with gaming. it takes time but i wanna do it!

I'll build an audience and i'll have something to be proud of.

I simply need to have something to spend my time one.

Finally i'd like to give a so called Shout Out to my website, mdtlore


www.MDTlore.com

That's it for now, i'll see you later!

Hello there!

today i stayed late in bed, and it was nice. then i went out with some friends. it was all nice, we hanged out, went to the movies and that's where i'll go more into detail.

my friend and this other friend all of a sudden started holding hands and such. it was casual, not klinging or making out or anything, she had her legs over his lap and so on. and they just started holding hands. and i dont know if it meant something other than them being interested or so, but it was nice (:

so what i learned from that, is really good so pay attention!

you dont have to be in a relationship to have a special person you can have special moments with. a person you can laugh and joke around with, take a walk and look at the stars with, look in the eyes and feel the heart skip a beat.... all of that sounds alot like love or something, right?

it doesn't have to be that. a special person can simply be a special person. you dont have to kiss and cuddle all the time. it would be just a special one. and it's ok. it's ok to not be serious and committed. it's ok to just have a little thing. it's ok, it's easy and best of it all.... it's just so damn fun. and wonderful.

i often think that the part before you get too comfortable with a person is the best. when you have to put you A-game on to impress and flirt like a... something. it's just.... fun, exciting, nerve wrecking and all. i like the game.

now, finally, you are absolutely allowed to disagree. i know it's often difficult to not try to get something further, but it's really nice to just relax too. so now, i don't really care if you disagree. it's up to you. but it was great for me. so there you go. i learned what i wanna chase right now at this point in my life, and that is simply a bromace. a special friend.

i'll  cya around special ones! ;)

Hey there cute ones.

i recently got reminded of me having a deviantart.com user. i only had one image there, but now i've uploaded several more. and people liked then :3 it made my day ((:

anyways, if you'd like ti check it out...

mdtweb.deviantart.com

and there you go! *smiley*