Heyaa

So... i can't remember the last time i posted anything, so pardon me if i repeat something...

Anger!
yes, i've been a lot of angry lately! pissed off as damn actually.
i guess im just starting to get so damn fed up by the way people behave.
luckly, i have a couple of good people in my life that i can turn to, and it feels damn nice to have them.

Feelings!
Feelings, always a good thing to mention!
anger is a feeling last time i checked. so is being in love. happy. scared. comfortable. accepting. relaxed. or something like that. i've felt... a lot of different feelings the last week and so. happy about going to the LAN party. angry about people's behavior. Dissapointed, scared and sad because of stuff that happened. then happy because of other things. stressed...
       i also felt... devestated. crushed, smashed down and broken. all in a couple of simple thoughts that sting so deeply. but i have faith those things will be ok some day too. i also felt... excited. shy. happy. relaxed. like i found out where i wanted to be. or like i really enjoyed being somewhere with someone special. someone... very special.
      
Stars
I just love stars. i talked with my friend about them on an hour long car ride cause we couldn't find my damn buss. i just love stars. they're so beautiful. so far away, and yet they make the night so bright.
the nightsky is like... life. it's often dark and heavy to have on your shoulders, but... well, if you look really good... you'll see stars. small, shining points in the other so dark nightsky. life is dark and heavy, but there are stars. those small shining stars that make it all worth it.
and if you're lucky, you might find yourself a couple of wonderful moons. who the hell says there can be only one?
the brighter the star, the brighter impact does it have on your nightsky. find a moon and you've found meaning yo yourself.