Oh proud sailor where is your pride? When the anger attacks the once you love ? the once you love deep inside.

This is something a buddy of mine came up with. 
I guess i really know that feeling well. so does he, and probably a lot of other people too.

We've all had our bad days, correct?
And the mood wasn't really on top?
And we might yell something bad or start an argument over nothing?
Hurt our loved ones?

I see especially a friend of mine that has some things to struggle with. Deep within he's in a lot of pain. And on the outside? Well, sometimes he's calm. smiling, like there is nothing wrong. Then the mask of happyness fades, and under you can see a raging fire of pain and sorrow.

It's difficult to help. I've been the one that pushed people away when i needed them the most as well. Not to sound weepy, but i still do. When i feel down, i just... yell at people because it's easier to be angry than sad.
i bet you know that better than anyone.
But then, someone comes through and just... makes it all better. i have this friend that looks through the rage, and then he showes up!

Everyone needs someone like that.
Find one.