It's funny how it's... well, not even the third day of summer vecation, and I'm already stressing about the limited time I have. I got like... 57 days left now, well 56, uintill my summer is officially over and I'm moving away.
I want to spend a lot of time with my friends, but as of now, there are really only 2 of them that I'm stressing about, mostly cause they're the only ones I see regularly. Like, I really want to get a polaroid camera, so that I can take pictures of them and bring them with me. Funny thing tho, is that none of them like to be taken pictures of.

She's kill me, but she doesn't know about my blog so I'll take the chance! Love you lili<3

ANYWAYS
I'm getting bored with myself, my style and my stuff. I'm still looking for whatever defines me and my personality the most, and that's also why I got so obsessed with fixing up my BG wall.

*BG wall means BackGround wall for my videos*

I'm fixing up the room I'll leave in 56 days.
LOGIC EH?



And I also want to kinda... plan my outfits more, and get a bit more definition to my "style". I guess I want it to be simple, but with awesome details and stuff. The problem however, is that I love love love my skirts, but I have a real hard time finding tops that fit, so I'll probably just go buy a bunch of stuff and just.... go wild.




Actually, if I have time tomorrow I was planning to put together some outfits and plan them, so that i don't have to spend hours finding them in the morning.
I also love LOTS of stuff on my arms. i just love bracelets and other awesome stuff. I don't have many rings, cause I don't really find rings that I like, and bracelets get annoying when I write and use my laptop, cause I rest my arms on stuff while doing it and they get in the way.

*THIS IS GETTING FAR TOO LONG*
Whatever, I'll throw in lots of pictures in and you'll be ok. Unrelated, but whatever.

Anyways, I am pretty comfortable in black, and the black/red combination. My hair is red right now, but if I find hair color in my new location then I'll probably mix it with other colors as well.



SO let's summen up and see what I figured out!

I am bored with my style, but most likely cause I don't really dress up a lot. I just lazy around in my fatpants.
I love simple, black outfits with chaotic details, like a wacky skirt and messy chaos of jewlery. I mean, I barely wear only one piece of jewlery. Even when I use necklaces I use like 3-4 at the time.

Anyways, I have so many things that I think of doing, changing and all, and I'm SUPER EXCITED.

haha, I'm moodswinging like an insane fucker while writing this...
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT, I'll bother my journal from now on.
Goodnight beloved!