When the long lazy shine of the last summer moment ends, and the fall is over us with the cold bitter reality, I am dead.

Not litterally, dear friends. But I am, for all intense of purposes, dead to my hometown. I am far away, and they wont bother being reminded of my excistance.
This is all put a bit to the extreme of an example, but to put it nice and easy,

when the fall comes, I move away. It's almost like I'm dying. At least it feels like it. None of the consequenses can bite me when I'm on the other end of the country. I think.
And so I choose to life my life after that. This summer I wont care about what brings me down. And I've already started.
Morally wrong? I don't care!
So many decisions are made by moral, but moral is twisted and it sucks. Live by the morals you decide yourself, and if you can live with it, then damn it and let it be.

This got a bit confusing, I believe.
I'd just like to say that I'm sorry I couldn't upload the video today, and that I didn't post that much. Some days I'm just more busy that others, and today was one of them. I did the first movie, and then I got caught up in some gaming, and so I spendt the day on that.

Tomorrow I'm going away for a night, but I think I'll at least finish editing the video, and then upload it prehaps. I'm freaking out about it however, so bare with me, ok?

Have a wonderful night, and maybe I'll squeese in a stumble before I go the bed.