I decided that this summer will be the summer where I try what I wont dare to do when all familiar ground is gone. That sentence got far too complicated.

I am refering to the youtube thing. I probably wont, but I really want to.
Is it normal to call my cat mushimushi? He's just so cuteeeeeeee!

I'm sidetracking.

I just feel like I am far to ready to get out of this mess. This place with these people, and all those damn memories! There is a lot of stuff that I'll always love about this place, but not now. Now, I just need to ... find a life somewhere. I need to rise up, and to become more of what I can and will be.
I'm really ready to get out of here. I am really ready to leave. Almost at least.
This summer I'll do my best, and I WILL give youtube a chance. It doesn't matter, because I'll have blank start this fall anyways.

It almost feels like I'm going to day, and so nothing I do really matters.

Oh, and as I am as random, HERE is a random picture of something I love. Bernard Black!