Well, most of my summerplans have gone to hell.
It's a sucky feeling for me, to feel like summer is going to be a nothing, just like the years before. My first single summer tho. I guess that's... I don't know...

Anyways, my friends are going away and all that, so what should I do?
I guess I could make a list, eh?
Honestly ... I have like 1,2,3 friends that I hang out with, that is single. ALL the other fuckers are busy with their new love, and ofc I'm happy for them, but god... i just hate when people forget themselves and their friends, just because they are in a relationship. Oh, and I hate when they just melt together, and go all "if my bf/gf isn't joining, I'm not either".

I want longer hair.......

But back to the subject! Summer vecation officially started today!
And I have no fucking plans.
Most of my best friends are gone for at least half of the summer.
Honestly, so far, the only plan I have is to watch the last footbalgame my friend is playing. He's such a sweet person when he wants to be. He bought me a LittleBig Planet panda sock puppet as a "cheer-up" gift. And I's not even the first time he's done really nice things to cheer me up. And he sais that he thinks it sucks a bit that I'm moving. Touching.

AND HIS NAME WAS ANGSTAPUS!

Yeah.... After today I'm officially putting all that is known and safe behind me. I won't have any of that when life starts over, and I'll be far from home...... fuck.

Well, a footballmatch and focusing on my blogs and videos. That should do it! I love filming actually. I feel like a total idiot doing it, but I love it! I'm still working on speaking in the right speed and all, but that's something I'll learn.
So,
What are you doing this summer?