I haven't really been posting a lot of stuff the last couple of days, and I have ... 2 or 3 reasons. We'll see as I go.

The first, is that there have been some recent changes in my life that more or less numbs me out. I couldn't do my 30-day challenge yesterday, because it simply wasn't possible to me. I don't even know if I can do it today. Same with my blog, I barely have energy for it, and I don't really feel like it either. Sorry.

The secound, is that I'm in a pretty decent amount of pain. My hand is really messed up. Instead of the massice swelling, it's now a constant pain, and it's gone really... colorful. The bruces are more visible, and even though I can move it fairly easily, it's constant pain. It actually gives me a headache.

The thirs, sort of, is reasoned by the other two.
I feel down, and I have really low energy to do the things that I SHOULD do. And so I don't. I rather do things I want to, more or less. I sit around, eat brownies, and think.

So I got to slow things down a bit. I don't feel to tired right now since I messed up my sleepcycle, so I think I'll try to write today and yesterdays 30-day challenge. But about the blogging, the writing, the drawing and all...
All of that requires movement from my hand, thus pain, and I don't feel up for it. I won't stop, but I'll relax and take it at an easier speed.

Now, you can't really see how blue that fucker is, but it's slighlt swollen, feels like rubber, and with delightfully purple dots of pain.

I am going to write now, and then I'll try to sleep.