You guys have NO IDEA of how much I already hate this school.
I guess, in some way, that is actually a good thing.
I mean ...
The fact that I hate all these people ... It makes me want to become something more. I know it sounds real jack-assy, but I feel like I need to be better than them, not to snap and go crazy.
It breaks my spirit ti be at their level.

And I know how all of this sounds really, no doubt.
But try to understand how I feel.
I have always been better at dealing with people that I hate, if I think I am better than them. If I think to myself ... "It's ok. I don't need to fight" when I think I'm secretly winning anyhow.

Well ...
Moving on from that!

My head really hurtsssss!
My head is really killing me now, as a result of my class being extremely noisy, and me putting on lenses make me cry.

I am getting better at putting on lenses, but I still poke myself in the eye and I still cry like a little bitch whenever I do.
And about the website...
I managed to stay on schedule for 2 days.
Hah, god fucking damnit.

No but I will get back, no worries.
It's weak to flunk out this early, but it doesn't mean I've given up. Not even close!
God I hate my class.

HELP ME!