Alight you guys, not trying to be mean or anything, but the two main friends of mine at school are BORING. All they do is sleep and derp around on the computer. .. I mean, I want to hang out and stuff but ... I want this year to be different. I want to break my pattern and try new stuff. I already have, actually. Meeting new people, doing things I'm scared of ... yep!

So from now on, I'm done taking the boring bs of others. I need to grow, right?

Moving on to other things! I think I'm relapsing again. Thoughts I saw as a part of the past has returned in quite the great, yet not full, strength. Also, SHE is back. My darling beloved, Shadow of my mind. It's not like I'm insane or anything
Shadow is like that (I hate myself for using this word, as it's in no way the way I actually feel) imaginary friend that I can talk to about anything.  She's always honest, brutally if needed, and ... yeah.

Is it a bad thing to relapse, if it means I get my Shadow back? It might seem a bit unhealthy to be this strongly connected to someone of my mind like this,
I don't know ...
What do you think?