NONOOOONOOONONONNOOO!!!!

I just ... I don't feel as if the story I'm writing for the competition is good enough... AGAIN. 2 DAYS BEFORE THE DEADLINE.
Holy crap....

I want to start over, but it's seriously gonna take ALL THE TIME I HAVE. And YES, I am idiot enough to sit online when I should be working.
Maybe, just maybe, I shouldn't do a longer, magical story after all. Maybe I should just ... pick a scene or something. A heartbreaking scene maybe.
I don't think I'll be able to make a story, but I can make a text.
2 days...
Goddamn.

OK yeah, I'll just have to do that. Then I'll aim at 5 pages or something, that's about 2500 words. I can do that in two days. But I got to make that the 5 best fucking pages I've ever written!

Do you guys ever feel like this?
You start something, you work on it for a little while, then you describe it to someone, and you realize just how boring and crappy it really is ... goddamn....

~Later, loved ones~
PS: I still wanna make a video, but it might have to simply be a vlog from my phone or something.