TheKaless

My darlings! HAI!
It's currently 02.37am and I should probably be going to bed soon, but I think my parents still have friends over and I don't really like being the first to go to sleep. As a matter of fact, I highly prefer being the last one to do so for some reason. I just feel much more at ease knowing that people are done running around doing whatever, and that they're all in their rooms- Maybe it's a control thing, but that's an unresolved issue for another day.

Today I went to work, and it actually went kinda fine. No big problems, except for the fact that this was the day of most pissy customers ever. I typically don't get too many mean or rude customers where I work, but today was different. Not that I care too much, I just like it better when they're nice and stuff.

I also started watching a new Kdrama with Oppasan today. We did spend 4 hours on "Cunning single lady" the other day, but it's really hard to keep going when the main character is such a shallow bitch ... that's why we started "she was pretty", the one Siwon of Super Junior is in. We only watched one episode, but so far it seems good. There was this proper punch to the feels, and I don't even know what, who or how I want it to end. I just want people to be happy.

I am also following "Oh My Venus" which is another drama that is actually still airing. It's 4 episodes in right now, and it's absolutely reminding me of why I don't typically watch anything that is airing. I NEED MORE. Episodes air on Mondays in Korea, and are usually subbed by Tuesday. That is still days away, and I can't tell you enough how much it hurts to know that after every episode, I'll have to wait another week for the next one. It's going to take 12 weeks before I get to see the (hopefully) glorious end, and just the thought is making me cry a little. This all means that the drama is, as of now, very good.

A drama that I've been wanting to see is "Heirs" because of it's raging popularity and so on, but I'm having a hard time getting around to it. For the most part it's because I feel like it's the kind of show that I'll be continuously be shouting and screaming at. A frustration series filled with broken hearts, misunderstandings and stupid decisions that make no sense. It's a teenager love drama tingy with an elite setting. It's probably good but it's going to sting at all my feels and right now, I can't do that.

Other than that, I don't have too many thoughts on dramas. I'm trying to watch them as often as I can, but with end-of-the-year school work and all, it's a tight race of priories. The quee of videos that needs to be filmed and edited is stupidly long as well, so one can safely say that I'm rather busy these days. It's stressful, but feels good. Better than being bored.

Have a wonderful night and enjoy the rest of your weekend, lovely little creatures~

When friends get boyfriends, it never goes well for the friendship. That's a pretty sad fact to start the day with, isn't it?

I keep complaining about my friends a lot on a bunch of different platforms but it's seriously bothering me these days. I have one friend in Oslo that I talk with on video chat pretty often, but other than that I'm lucky if I hang out with a friend even once a week.

I'm lonely, ok?
Not ok ...

I have a few friends that, even though I'd like to think they're not consciously using me, only come to me when they need my help. They are kind and we have fun together, thus I don't typically mind, but whenever they want to have fun, I'm not on the list of people to contact. Maybe I'm not asking to hang out often enough (I hate doing it for some unresolved childhood reason) but I just feel a little ... bored.

My life is ok when I'm on my own, because I'm not expecting much from anyone. It's worse when I have fun, kind and warm friends that I only see a couple times a month, even though we live like 20 minutes away by buss. I find it strange that people who are so close can be so damn far away, because they aren't prioritising you.

My initial point was "boyfriends are the worst because they get to spend time with my friends who never have time for me already" and even though I am guilty of that too, I sort of hate it. I love the thought of my friends finding love and being happy with someone, but my biggest wish in that case is to also find some sort of friendship with that significant other so that the three of us can have fun together. I don't care if my friends kiss og cuddle a little (sucking face too awkward) so I don't really mind spending time with a friend and her boyfriend.

I don't want to be completely forgotten when a friend gets a boyfriend. If you spend time with him 4 times per week, can't you meet me for only a couple of hours just once?

I'm not going to lie and say that I'm not lazy. I really, really am. However, I'm also one that typically seeks out stuff to do out of sheer boredom, or a driving wish to fulfill some dreams or whatnot. I just tend to be a bit busy because boredom is the worst thing I know.

But right now, it's getting a bit too much. I currently have 2 major assignments that needs to be turned in tonight and tomorrow evening. Then there's a mock exam on Wednesday, and later this week we start with practice exams. On top of that, I have 2 books to write as well as 3 videos that needs to be edited + a bunch more that I need to film first.

It's sort of nice to have so many things to be done because I can at least feel as if I'm doing something productive with my time, but I'm getting a little tired from it all. The most bothersome things is knowing that all the work in school is going to take time away from doing the things that I actually love to do, and that I hope will bring me closer to my dreams. But in time, those things will be done too, right?

I wrote another text for the book I'm publishing myself, and it's sort of sad. It made me cry while writing it, which was unexpected. I don't typically cry over my own texts or stories. Maybe I'll tell you that story sometime ...

Anyhow! I'm currently exporting a video that will be uploaded tonight as soon as it's finished, and then it will probably be about time to sleep. Tomorrow is another day and the beginning of another week. It's tiresome, but at least christmas it coming closer and stuff. I know it's still early but it's filling me with all the cozy feels, so I'm going to give it a pass!

How about you? Feeling the christmas?

I just wanted to share it with you because it was so cute and precious and I have a soft spot for old, lonely people and it just punched my heart a lot so here you go.
Not gonna lie, I cried a little ._.

So I've been thinking about my websites, and what to do with them to better sustain their quality. I currently own two domains, one being MDTlore.com and the other being TheKaless.com

Currently only TheKaless is being used, though I can't say I update all that often. Partially because I'm using weebly.com to make and update it, but it's a bit of slow and jidgy work, if you could understand what I mean. It's not that easy to go in and do a quick post, and the site also bugs a lot. Blogger is far easier to me to keep updating regularly.

However, weebly does have a lot more flexibility when it comes to customising my site. Not as much as I had while using that old mac thingy where I could make websites, but that one had no support for comments, so that's not really an option.

Another option would be wix.com, a site I don't have any proper experience with. I did play around with it for a little while, but it's a paid service if you don't want giant banners of ads saying Wix.com all over the site. Weebly has taken that turn too though, in recent times, which is partially why I want to move it.

In theory I could code the site myself or use something like wordpress, but to be completely honest with you ... I'm always drawn back to blogspot. It's neat and easy, quick to update and even though it lacks a bit more in customization, I have seen some pretty good blogspot pages out there. Kalel Kitten is a great example. Couldn't even tell it was blogspot for most of the time.

My blogspot has a bunch of views throughout it's time, most of it coming from a period of VERY frequent updates and a lot of pictures. OH, I just remembered. I had totally forgotten about the fact that blogspot allows you to put pictures in your posts directly from your webcam. It's very good for lazy people like me.

So all in all, I'm probably leaving weebly behind. It's been luring me with the crazy high page views I've gotten throughout the times, but I'm just not good enough to staying on top of the page management there. So I'll be around here.

I will need to delete a few posts and tune down on the rants a little bit, as they just feel a bit ... childish and unprofessional. Then again, I do need somewhere to get those things off my chest. Perhaps it would be alright if I just wrote those rants a bit better, with actual points and well formulated thoughts. That's for future me to figure out though.

For now I'll focus on getting a good design for this site. Wish me luck!

I just want you to know how awesome this is~~