I'm not going to lie and say that I'm not lazy. I really, really am. However, I'm also one that typically seeks out stuff to do out of sheer boredom, or a driving wish to fulfill some dreams or whatnot. I just tend to be a bit busy because boredom is the worst thing I know.

But right now, it's getting a bit too much. I currently have 2 major assignments that needs to be turned in tonight and tomorrow evening. Then there's a mock exam on Wednesday, and later this week we start with practice exams. On top of that, I have 2 books to write as well as 3 videos that needs to be edited + a bunch more that I need to film first.

It's sort of nice to have so many things to be done because I can at least feel as if I'm doing something productive with my time, but I'm getting a little tired from it all. The most bothersome things is knowing that all the work in school is going to take time away from doing the things that I actually love to do, and that I hope will bring me closer to my dreams. But in time, those things will be done too, right?

I wrote another text for the book I'm publishing myself, and it's sort of sad. It made me cry while writing it, which was unexpected. I don't typically cry over my own texts or stories. Maybe I'll tell you that story sometime ...

Anyhow! I'm currently exporting a video that will be uploaded tonight as soon as it's finished, and then it will probably be about time to sleep. Tomorrow is another day and the beginning of another week. It's tiresome, but at least christmas it coming closer and stuff. I know it's still early but it's filling me with all the cozy feels, so I'm going to give it a pass!

How about you? Feeling the christmas?