After a christmas holiday that actually held very little relaxation, the world started turning again and everyday life returned to it's place. School started too, which is probably the worst part. I wont say that I hate school all together but I like sleep and productive dreamchasing more. My school also sucks on many (though not all) levels.

Anyhow! I got back into making videos after a little break. 3ish weeks I believe? I'm not going to make a habit of it, bus as there really isn't anyone sitting around weeping while missing my stupid face, I figured it would make no big difference. I also needed some time to think and figure some stuff out, channel wise. As of now, I'm actually pretty confident in the stuff that's ahead of me. If only my computer would stop crashing every time I sniffed at the Adobe programs. Something on my laptop is corrupted and I need to do a reinstall. Currently thinking about whether or not I should roll back to Windows 8.1 ... I like Windows 10 but it crashes a lot more and that's not really acceptable on any level.

MY BOOK!
I shouldn't be spending time here like this being distracted and crying over the stupid technology that keeps letting me down. I should be writing my book. The deadline is closing in with quick steps and I'm nowhere near where I should be with all of this. I'm not even freaking out as much as I should because I'm the kind of person who can only get my ass in gear two days before the deadline. It's probably the worst thing about my entire being at this point.

I have about 3 weeks to write 50 pages, about 20,000 words. More or less.
I did that once in just 7 days but those were very different circumstances. Those words were also rubbish because they were a first draft. I NEED TO BE MORE EFFICENT WITH MY TIME.
Ughhh

The world started again and a new year rolled up. In a way it's great, because it means that time is moving forward and there are new days to do new things. It's also hell because ... well, you know ... life.

Happy new year, everyone!