TheKaless

Guyyyyys, I am so sorry incredibly bored! We're having Saturday school atm, and I'm dying. There is just this dude who's talking about festivals. I promise,  I really tried, oh I tried, to listen. But it's impossible. IMPOSSIBLE! 

Anyways, I just released the series details on my other blog,  but I'll post them here as well.

Ok nvm, I forgot them. But I will get back to it later, alright? 

But Goddammit,  I am just SO bored!

LIBRARYTIME!!!!

I am truly a nerd, aren't I?
Right now I'm sitting at the local library, just hanging around looking at books and stuff.
I'm actually trying to scetch up some ideas for a manga!

So yeah ... do i even need to explain this? I have been living here for ... A WEEK, and this is what my room looks like already. Good girl Maru-Chan. No but honestly though, room inspection tomorrow! I have to fucking ... get my shot together and do something about this! NOW.

Also, I still haven't gotten much stuff up on my walls yet. Reason being me spending like ... no amount of time in my room whe I'm not sleeping... stupid friends.
Actually, they were playig pool the other night, and I challenged them to do it "as porn as possible". The result?


Ah, don't I have sweet friends?
But yeah, I'm gonna tidy my room now. I'm playing metal and stuff at max volume btw. The walls are concrete, yet I'm kinda scared of my neighboors... Oh well, it says psycho on my door so I doubt they'll dare to complain either way!

Guys! I don't have much time now, since I'm actually in class (OH MY GOD WE GOD A BADASS OVER HERE!!!) but I thought I'd share a song with you guys! It's a really funny song to play when you expect that your friends has gotten laid, or something like that. Especially the chords. Actually, just play the cords, and do it while they're licking the faces of their girlfriends!

I just went for a 2 hour walk around the city in the middle of the night ...
I LOVE THIS NEW FREEDOM!

It's rather late now tho, so I'll go to bed soon. Just thought I'd talk to you guys a little first. One thing I've noticed here that isn't at home, are the stars.There are still stars, even though we're still "KINDA" in the summer months. There is a bigger difference to night and day when you go south, apparently.

Oh! I went to the library today, and HOLY SHIT they have a lot of stuff. I got so many books on psychology, human behaviour and such, as well as a book on suiciology, the anarchists cookbook, something about dreams and such.
I figure, I'll share it with you guys if I find something interessting!

What else, what else ... Well, I got new material for the "Messed Up Easy" series that's gonna be on the relaunch website. The website itself is more or less done now, I just have to get some of the stories ready to a good start. It's gonna be tough, but I hope to have the relaunch by next week.



Did I mention that I've started reading Death Note? The manga, and then I'm gonna see the anime. Me and my friends have this extremly long list about what we're gonna watch, like series and movies and such. AND!
EVEN though we sit inside and watch series and shit A LOT, we're SO FUCKING ACTIVE. As I just mentioned, I just went on a 2 hour walk. We've been walking A LOT pretty much every day except ONE since I got here. I am so proud of myself, goddamn.

But yeah, I'm gonna relax with some Death Note now before I fall asleep!
Nighty night guys!

Hey guys!
Right now I'm actually in class OMFG BADASS OVER HEREEEEEE!!!!

While the song "Tommy-gun" by Royal Republic is blurring in my ears, I draw a bit while planning a couple of videos. I've been gone from YouTube for far too long now, but I'm ready to get back. The only problem is, I never have more than 15 minutes alone time before my friends come knocking.
       It's cute, just not very productive.

Holy fucker my neck hurts. Me and my friends were headbanging like bitches and my neck is punishing me highly.

I miss my cat! Little Olipews fluffball <3333

Hey there darings!
There is stables in my keyboard ...

Anyways .... this is one of those random updates on what's going on. Not that you asked, but whatever.

First of all ... Uhm ... me and my moronic friends decided to do a "seaweed challenge" which is not actually a thing ... but IT'S GONNA BE!
Anyways, I filmed it, and I'm gonna put it into a video of some sort. I realise that I haven't made a video in a long time, and there is a limit to how long I can hide behind the excuse of me moving. I'm setteling in alright actually, but the thing is, I don't really have ANY time for myself. There are people EVERYWHERE.

Like these retards right here!


Actually, those two are the only friends I got at this school. But that's ok with me really.

Anyways, I'm getting the website well done, and I'm considering a relaunch date. I'm gonna come back to all the changes later on, but there is a lot more stuff coming, and it's by far more organized. I'm starting strong with 6 new series, and I've planned most of them out to a good point.

Other than that, I baught a book about drawing manga, and I'm super excited about it. I'm really looking forward to getting better at drawing. Also, I bought some new mangas! I'm starting on deathote now, and I'm almost done with Bakuman.

BTW, my neck hurts like a motherfucker after all my headbanging last night. Really, I was intense, and I pay for it badly. Oh well. I'll survive. Hopefully.

Anyways, I'm going to make a video today. I kinda have to, cause it's been such a long time since the last time. So yeah!
Later loved ones!

Hey you guys!

I'll start out with some honesty.
I am actually rather pissed off now.
And then, how was my day?

Well, I was just having a normal day at the new school, doing what I was suppose to and such. Then me and one half of the school went to the studio of a TV show called "The Voice". It's a music show of some sort. We were the audience, and I never knew how coached the audience is. They tell us to cheer when they start to sing, they tell us to yell this and that and so on.



It was pretty fun, but it's not exactly ... something I'll watch myself. Not that I watch much TV to begin with, but still.

So right now ... I just got off skype, and I'm sitting i my room with a bunch of apple sccented candles and my Little big planet sackboy panda and waiting for my buddy to come for a visit. Living at the school is pretty cool in that way.

anyways, I'm going now. Someho, it seems like I've gotten more viewers again, and I'm glad!

Alright darlings, I just realized that there haven't been any 7th Amaze in a few days. Once again, I'm sorry. But in all honesty, don't I deserve some slack now? I moved and I just started a new school, far from home.

Anyways, I'll get to it eventually. Maybe tonight? Maybe tomorrow? I don't think I'll be able to give you any fale lies in a while. Good thing, I would guess!

So, my darlings! What's on my agenda for today? After school me and my mates are heading to a mall or something not too far away. We're gonna get some stuff that we need, in my case thick paper, black markers and a basket for dirty laundry.

I'm having a pretty good time you guys, and even the class of weirdos I'm in seems a little less strange by the minute. I don't really wish for becomming their friend or anything, but I guess it wouldn't hurt to not be at war with them or anything.

I'll be honest with you guys .... I'm starting to loose faith in myself and my skills. The people here are good. Well, some are. I can clearly see the competiton in some, and the lack of it in others. But I see this as an oppertunity to get my motivation up. That I need to prove to myself that I am as good as I actually think I am.

I am actally in class now.
I need to send something somewhere. Goddamnit!
10 000 words. That's about what I need.

Oh my god, you guys!
I've never been so busy i my life before! I have never been this good at walking everywhere either! now that I live somewhere without anyone to drive at all, I have become much better at walking A LOT. Me and my lads have been walking ALL OVER THE FUCKING PLACE.
We're good people now.

No but I'm really happy, and I'm having so much fun. Not to big fan of my class, but the friends I've gotten are just too awesome. I'm going to dye youkimu's hair red now, so later!

Alright guys!
I apologize for me not being very active the last two days, but I've been VERY busy. As you might know, I just recently moved!

I'm getting setteled in on my new room pretty well now, and it's hard to believe that I've only lived here for 2 days now. Well not actually. I came yesterday! And already now I've gotten two pretty awesome buddies! We're having LOADS of laughs, and we are BY FAR the most noisy people on this school. And I bet, we're the ones having the most fun as well.

To me, the strangest part is living so clost to so many people, at the same time as I'm more or less living alone. There are no more parents that watch over me, that tell me when to go to bed, or that tell me that I'm not doing as good as I should at school. There are no parents telling me that I don't dress well, or that I should be home at a spesific time. I am so free here, and it's just a delight.

I got the freedom of being alone, at the same time as I got some buddies just 50m away. I actually quite enjoy climbing in and out their window! Like just now, when I was visiting them in their room. We're not allowed to be present at rooms that are not ours after 23.00, and I stayed to like 00.30. I simply went out the window, since they're on the first floor. It's worse for me tho, who's in third. Gonna get in real good shape after this!

Only got lite 3 posters up, and other than that, the walls are empty! Goddamn ...

I got to be honest tho, my class is a really weird one. There are pretty many of us, but I can't honestly see myself really ... connect with any of them. I guess that's on tho. I'm studying writing, and it's not really the class with the most group work. I don't have to be friends with my fellow writers to  judge their work, and visa versa.

On another note, there are LOTS of stuff that I wanna buy right now!
Top of the list is a polaroid I think, so that I can take pictures of me and my friends and send letters to my loved ones.

I'm working on my website just a little bit now, and then I'm gonna go to bed!
Later, loved ones!

Alright alright, it's not actually a stumble, but I see my stumbles as more than just stuff I find on stumbleupon. I see my stumbles as ... things I happen to stumble across, and that I find interessting enought to share with you!

So this is really not something new. I think. Not very new at the very least.
If you haven't had spotify premium (I just got it, holy mother fucker did it feel gooooood!) then you might have heart the commercials about a spotify play button. What is that, you might say?


This is an example. And I don't know if it works, cause I won't know uintil publish it. But yeah, it's pretty handy when you want to show someone a song without having them link through a bunch of shit. It still plays through my spotify tho, so I don't really know if you have to have spotify open do play. 

Hey you guys!
I have finally gotten round to getting the new website done. The new one will be at the same adress, but I'm making it using weebly. Weelbly is a websote that let's you, SUPRISE SUPRISE, make your own website. And you can either have it under their domain, or you can have it on your own.

Some day I might be able to actually create the goddamn thing by myself, but I don't really see that day comming anytime soon. Maybe I'll find a geek that can do it tho ... maybe.
Anyways, as of now, this is basically what the "stories" section will look like. Thoughts?


There will be a lot more stories I believe, but each part will be A LOT shorter, thus actually making it possible. I'm also thinking of having at least one "illustraion" for each part, but those will be handmade by me and that's probably the thing that'll take up the most time. Doesn't have to be much of an illustration though, so it might wirk if I set my mind to it.

When it comes to priority, I think youtube'll fall behind a lot. As I'm studying writing, I do want to put writing first. So!

1. My website, with the stories and the art
2. My blogs
3. Youtube

And I guess this is what's gonna be. Ofc, you never know if I ever change my mind, but this is a pretty ok plan for now!
But I gotta go. I'm moving TOMORROW and I still haven't packed all my stuff. And I'm hungry, so I gotta get something to eat first!

Hey guys!

Just a reminder for ya!
I'm moving on saturday! Local time, that is the day after tomorrow. And yes, I know that it's after midnight but use your brains. Morrow as in morning. Kinda. In norwegian it makes PERFECT sense.

Anyways, I've honestly ... been extremely depressed and unstable lately. It takes nothing to tip me off from the top of happiness to the bottoms of damnation. Mostly, I've felt like total crap. And I honestly don't have a single clue for why.

Well, at least me cat loves me more than ever. He's superclingy and wants so sleep close to me in my bed all the time. After waking me up early several mornings to sleen in my arms, he simply figured that stealing my phellow the evening before is better. Apparently.

No but I love having him here, I really do. Can't even wrap my mind about how much I'm gonna miss him. My little cuddely fluffball<3



Oh, and I wrote some letters to my friends. I decided that I would send my friends back home real, handwritten letters every now and then. However, I couldn't wait, so I already started. I think old fashion letters are cute as damn really.

But I'm sleepy and I got A LOT of stuff to do tomorrow!
Oh, and I'm CONSIDERING making a new tumblr. Not sure why ... actually, don't have a single reason why, I just kinda felt like it.

Goodnight sleepyheads!

Alright, let's wrap this up!
Don't forget the prodject is called "A-Z of Awesomeness" by Neill Cameron!







Alright you guys, there aren't any more letters in the english alphabet.
Hope you guys FINALLY learned the ABC's you fucking retards!
No, I'm joking with you.
But the illustrations were pretty awesome though, admit it!
Finally, here's two more images since this is only 5!

It was random and rather unexpected ...
I just sat here ... then I felt a sting in my chest... pain. Sadness.
And I glanced upon what I have always glanced upon in moments like theese. And I took the blue box that contains my personal painkillers, and I just sat there and stroked the newly sharpened blade on one of them.

I haven't felt like hurting myself in a long, LONG time. The thought haven't even crossed my mind.
So why now?
Why the sudden urge to do what I know is no use?
Why the sudden urge to do what I think is stupidity?
Why now, when I haven't felt it in such a long, long time?

I am not gonna hurt myself.
I'm not gonna do that mistake.
But why do I feel so stongly about it?

I can feel my mind being blinded by the negative lies that I fear the most. I can hear the voices shouting at me ... all the things I never wanna hear.
Why now?
Nothing really happened, I just sat down and I felt ... devestated! Why the fuck now?!
It's frusterating ...
What the fuck...?

YOU GUYS LEARNING ANYTHING YET?????!!?!?!
Well, either way we're continuing!

So lately, I have actually been not too bad at going to bed. I've been in bed around 2 am for several nights. Then there were a couple of days where I went to bed around 4-5 am, and then yesterday I went to bed at around 4 again. I also slept uintil like ... I don't know ... a long time!

Anyways, after I got up today I got myself something to eat, and then I went to the mall with my mom to get some stuff before I move. Stuff like new shampoo and soap and stuff that I'll need at the school.

Honestly, I don't really feel that much about it. All I feel right now is umpatience really...
I don't want to think too much about how it's gonna be, cause that would probably just ruin it for me. All I want now is just to get started. I hate waiting for stuff!

Oh, and also, I just found out that Panic! At The Disco's new album has moved the release date to october 8th. Goddamn.
When I first heard of it, the date was sometime in August... so I'll have to wait even longer!

Then some good news!
Maybe...
There is a 50-50 chance that pewz will visit me when I go home in september. I love having visitors! kinda. If my parents behave, then I like having visitors! And I like making food, which somehow makes me a perfect chick? I don't know ... man logoc.
This is getting rather ... strange, isn't it? I'm switching subject a lot and just ...being weird...

I'll just finish watching the outtakes of Black Books, then I'll go to sleeppppppp

*yawn*

NIGHTY!

And we continue!
Yesterday it was A-G, what comes next???

Do you guys get offended by the fact that I'm acting like you don't know the alphabet? xD

Alright, time for some dirty secrets...
One of my biggest guilty pleashures is Avril Lavigne. Not because I think her music is extremely good, but because it brings up my mood, and the message, even presented in a simple, straight forward way, describes my way of thinking very well.
Or at least, it's about the attitude. An attitude that I wish I had.

There is this song called "what the hell" and I really liked it the first time I heared it. It's about breaking loose and going crazy, after an entire life as a good girl. I related to it quite the lot when I first heared it in ... what, 10th grade or something? The end of 9th I think.

Now I relate even more.
People that meet me today would probably never believe so, but I am the biggest whimp you'll ever meet. Or at least, I was. Even as I was troubled with stuff and always faught with my parents, I have ALWAYS been a good kid. Didn't smoke, drink or anything. Didn't even ditch school on my worst days.
I'm rather haunted by morals and such, but lately ... I noticed that not giving a fuck, actually feels rather nice! Wonderful, actually.Putting my own happiness above ... well, everything (within reason, naturally) is the best decision I've done in ... ever.

Now, this new "style" that I've been raging about with has caused MANY problems that I'd rather NEVER deal with. Funny thing is, as longs as I don't let them mess up my head, I don't have to deal with them either. BRILLIANT!

You should try just saying ... "what the fuck? If it's fun, that I wont object to it!"

Summer vacation is almost over (at least to me) and to "celebrate" that we haven't died yet, how about learning the alphabet again?
Dear god, I've never seemed like such a geek.
No but honestly, for the next 4 days, we'll learn the alphabet through some pretty awesome illustraions. The prodject is called "A-Z of Awesomeness" and is made ny Neill Cameron!
Enjoy darling!

I got your name written here in a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
In a rose tattoo
I got your name written here in a rose tattoo

Alright guys ... let's see how well I write now.
I just made a video ... WHILE someone else was in the room .... which nearly gave me an anxiety attck. God fucking damn it.

Right now I'm actually working on some scripts for TheScyDisorder. Well, not actually scripts, more like bulletpoints. I can't do a video from a script, but I can make bulletpoints in a correct order and then speak out of that. Much, MUCH better!

I'm not tired at all ...

Played some age of mythology today. First time in a long time, and I totally owned that shit! I even damaged someones pride while at it. Productive.
No but honestly, age of mythology (or age of empires for that sake) are pretty old, yet AWESOME games. I'll never stop loving them, and knowing that feels pretty awesome too. Thing is, I'm really good at building a gigantic settlement that'll be near to impossible to defeat, but I totally suck at warfare. I often just end up building wonders and stuff like that.

Actually, since I've been playing a lot more games lately, I kinda feel like taking up my other blog. MDTgamer. I've played Ni No Kuni, I've played League of Legends, Wow, Battle for Middle earth, Skyrim, Oblivion, Minecraft, Scribblenauts and a lot more stuff! Little big Karting as well.
I mean, I don't have to do long reviews on them either. i can just ... do short posts about my opinion.

Yeah, I'll do that now.

Some amazing Illustrations by Michal Dziekan!